A mix of poetry and flash fiction this month. I have not written sustained narrative so it's still new to me. I'm used to convoluted metaphors. Confessional writing feels so odd to me.
your strava map
is not a personality
they are metrics and data
your fish photo
is not a personality
they are choking on air
your coffee trough
is not a personality
it's substance dependance
your substack
is not a personality
it's intellectualised fantasy
your partner
is not a personality
it's a serious commitmentTitle: a worn-out woman by @k13uanh
Poem: Her lips were cracked. A smile would have tugged at her taut face. Her flaxen complexion had weathered variegations - patina veins pulsated on her neck. Strained shoulders sent an ache down her spine. Closing the curtains and tumbling on her sofa, she could finally allow her eyes to rest.Title: a never-bloomer by @k13uanh
Prose: I no longer want to believe in romantic love as an act of happenstance or providence.
Not when others receive consideration and adoration so easily.
Does that mean I don't deserve that same ease? Another day, a lover girl gets rationed responses. Waiting for someone that does not exist.
Another woman gets flowers in her vase. A hug that envelops their world. Perhaps the latter fate was never meant for me.Title: Missed Calls by @k13uanh
Prose: His face looked much rounder after his trip to Barcelona. His unsculpted cheeks rounded down towards his jaw. He gestured to the foiled bag in his left hand. Inside was a neon plastic keychain with her name on it, i box of milk chocolate and a stuffed brown rabbit. She was not sure what to make of these trinkets but attempted to loosen a smile from her face. He had not answered any of her calls for the past month.
Retrieving a shiny black piece of metal from his pocket, he explained that his old mobile had spontaneously combusted on his travels. The new model was a necessary upgrade. She acknowledged his explanation with a nod. He showed off his new smartwatch too, excited about tracking his steps with a glance of his wrist.
Earlier that day, he had not picked up her call either.